Tuesday today and the food bank,  I tell ya this day always seems to come when I feel the worst.  I enjoy meeting new people and sharing the love I have for the Lord.  You know when you do something you know is wrong and feel really ashamed it seems as if God puts someone in your direction to let you know that he still loves you and forgives you.  I did that, I did something I am ashamed of and not feeling real good about myself today.  I know he forgives me but its me I need to forgive and learn from this.  I knew it was wrong and the journey that I am on makes me feel worse.  You know you look at this world and all the things that people think are okay and if you do these things that you are okay.  Well, you are okay but Gods way is not the way of this world.  I just want to make him proud and do the right thing and not the things of this world.  So I promise to try harder.  I want to set an example to my children and other people listening to my story and not continue to make the same mistakes that I made before.  I want to make God proud and I want to be able to say I over came that, I did and know he is proud and I am proud of myself.  So I will move past what I am feeling right now and like my daughter and my best friend say God knows my heart and that I am sorry. I am so glad that we have a loving God and he forgives us.  I do feel that we have to make these wrongs right.  So I will do that.  I have been working so hard to change the way I was to who I want to be I forget to take a little time to reflect.  I love the Lord so very much and will continue on his path and his way not the ways of this world.  Amen, Everyone have a blessed day and remember to tell him thank you for all of our sins.  He likes to be thanked just as we do....