This last week was a test of all my patience.   Had car accident, broke my phone, and I could go on but it is a blessing no one is hurt and I got my phone fixed without paying the deductible.  I went to my parents for the 4th and it was fun.  I always feel save and loved when I go there so I guess I really needed that time with them.  I also had a bad week spiritually last week with some personal issues.  I know that God is with me every step of the way.  It made me re-evaluate my friends and what I want and need in my life to progress in Gods path.  I also haven't really had a break down since I moved out.  So I guess that I was over due for this.  I usually can hold it together but maybe this was Gods way of saying let go and leave behind. I also learned that you need to only put your faith and love and trust into God and his way and he will hold your hand through all this.  I am very blessed to have him with me and guiding me through these times.  What an awesome God we have.  I was thinking the other day that without his help I probably would have ran back to my old life and just dealt with the unhappiness because it was easier and didn't seem so lonely.  I didn't run that direction this time.  I put my faith in his love and he carried me through it and continues to do so.  Thank you Lord for this. Amen.  God bless each of you through your day and weeks ahead....