I had a hard time sleeping last night.  I would fall asleep then wake up like something was really bothering me or on my mind.  I know that this journey for me hasn't always been easy.  I have met some really great people and people who have taught me valuable lessons about what I do not want to be or what I do not want in my life. I am not judging these people they are not on the path that I am.  It does show me the path that I was on and how I do not want to go backwards.  I know that sometimes we don't even think about what we are doing or even that it may hurt someones feelings.  This is not how I want to be.  I care deeply about peoples feelings and the little things that we can do to help guide us in the right direction.  I want to make people smile and their days better as much as I can.  We can change that just by saying hello or a simple smile and looking someone right in the eyes as we do.  Showing that we do truly care. I want to live or to see other people live this way. Can you imagine what God feels like up there.  we are all his children and to see the sadness and the pain we put each other through is real tough on him.  He teaches us to Love not to hurt.  So I ask everyone out there, actually I challenge you to smile, hug, just say hello to someone, everyone you meet.  especially the ones that look sad or angry, give them some  HOPE that this world is changing for the better.  To make our Father proud.  I will put my own sorrows and pain aside to show others I do care about them and how they feel.  Every single one of us has some sorta pain inside so don't compare your sorrows because we don't know what there life and sorrows are about.  Everyone deserves Love and forgiveness, EVERYONE.  I myself have to remember that.  Pray as much as you can for this world and change, the change that we need is from God and only God.  He is the only one that can make Good and we can trust solely in him.  Have a blessed day and remember the Lord is on your side always.  God Bless.