Church was good today.  The pastor talked about not settling for less.  This has been my goal for awhile now.  I have settled to many times in my life.  I would do it again because I go three wonderful children out of this life but now it is Gods turn.  I want what he has planned and to believe in his plan.  To show him how much I love him and learn his way.  To show people the goodness of God through my changes and how I live my life.  If I can help one person this helps me.   I need this for my self and for me to grow with our Lord.  I want to serve him in whatever way he wants me too.  I moved out 3 months ago and have let the Lord guide me and he is doing a wonderful job and holding my hand even when I try and lead.  I believe he will continue to pull me his direction and I am also sure I will from time to time try and lead but he is always there when I let go and let him lead.  How awesome is that.  He never fails and he never leaves.  I m not used to that. Thank you Lord I love you so much.  Amen God bless all of you