Woke up this morning a little sad, it is really hard sharing my youngest daughter.  Her dad and I are not together and I am not used to not having her with me everyday and every night.  I know I will get used to it just don't like the initial drop off.  Makes me cry.  I went and worked out thank goodness feel better now, cleaned house which I remembered how my best thinking is while I clean.  unfortunately I moved to a small apartment and it doesn't take me long to clean.  but I did figure some things out that I have been wanting to happen on my time once again.  Hello you would think I would wake up soon.  I am sure God is looking down saying when are you going to get this girl.  Anyway, I know in my heart that I need to wait for something and I will,  I know its right but not the right timing.  so waiting is what I will do.  as you know I'm not good at that.  I know God has great things planned for me and I am trying my best to do them in his order not mine.  I just get excited.  Have a blessed day.