I was struggling on what to write today when it came to me to write about what inspired me to name this blog HOPE.  For such a small word it sure has a huge meaning and direction in my life and hopefully the lifes of others also.  Without hope what do we have, sadness, sorrow and pain.   I was there and God gave me hope and brought me out of the darkness and towards the light.  I realized that this is not what I ever want me kids to see or know.  I want them to always know Hope.  I have been struggling the last couple of days with some personal anger issues and I know that I need to let go, let God take this from me and hope that tomorrow I don't feel this way.  There are so many people out there feeling what I am with no Hope and this makes me very sad.  It makes me sad cause there is always Hope if you just let him guide you and lead you to it.  I know I will get through this as I have God on my side and I am not about to let that go not for one second, so if evil thinks it is going to win go play your fiddle some where else.  So I have been talking to an old friend and I have to say he cheered me up tonight and made me laugh.  It is really nice getting reconnected to people and meeting new friends also.  This journey has allowed me to do that and Hope for the unbelievable dreams.  I want to reach to the skies and say take me all of me, I'm yours... I could never praise him enough for the things he has given me and continues to bless me and make me a better person.  I see so much sorrow and there doesn't have to be just let him take that from you.  You would never believe just how unbelievable he makes us feel.  So I want to say I HOPE you all have blessed days ahead.  So if you want use my word HOPE and I promise amazing things happen...