So I have to share my day today, quite the day.  I have been put through the tests today.  Anger, Jealousy, Pride, and self pity.  I know that these things for some reason make me stronger because with my faith and my support I can demand all that to leave my life.  I want to thank my dear friend Lisa as today was a hard one and you were right there to pull me back on my path. My daughter Bri also as she helps keep my spirits up.  I started to remember the sorrow and the pain the I felt when I first started this journey and how hard it was to stay in the word of god.  I know now I don't want anything other than that.  I was inspired today also by a book that my mom bought me  long time ago that I never read.  It is a very small book called Everyday Angels.  I have always had it out on a shelve cause I like the little size and the cover but to be honest never really read it.  I read it today and it talked about the everyday angels and how to be one and how to recognize one.  It made me remember that when I asked God into my life what I really wanted people to see and feel about me.  I want people to look at me and see an Angel.  I want to be there when you don't need me and when you do.  I want to help when in need and no one know it is me.  I want people to look across the room and say WOW shes good... Its almost like they can see your wings hiding behind you and you are right there ready to spread them ready to fly towards your next adventure.  I know with Gods loving support and guidance that my wings will spread a lot.  I know that everyday cant be sunny even when it rains but it can shine through the rain.  I don't know if that makes since to everyone but I know that when I am down that he will pull me up and have the support group spread their wings toward me just as he did today. I am so grateful for this and could never show him the appreciation that he deserves.  But I do thank you Lord and love you so very much.... I made it through this day and cant wait till tomorrow.