So today was a great day, I learned a lot.  We think sometimes that we know what the plan is and we really want it.  We bargain with our feelings saying well he said this isn't right for me right now so if I do this then maybe, at that time it becomes right.  NO that is not how it works, he tells us that its not right for us, not to hurt us or not to give us what we want, but because he has better plans for us.  So you would think that I would know better, well I tried to bargain.  ooooppps  I will not do that again.  well I might but I will think about it a little longer next time.  So my Son Clifford for those of you that don't know, he is a TBI, traumatic brain injury.  He was involved in a bad car accident approx 4 years ago.  He has been a huge part of my journey and I would like to say thank you for helping save your momma.  He struggles daily with things that we take advantage of on a daily basis.  Through his disability, he has helped heal me and other people. What a great kid.  well young man I should say as he is 22 now.  He has such passion for the Lord and I love to watch him and see his reaction to loving our God, he inspires me so much he makes me want to be a better person, mother, and friend.  So I said my goal was to try and touch just one person as I share my story and now I take that back.  I going bigger much bigger and I want to touch each person I meet through out my day.  I want to make people smile and say look at her she must be in gods word.  My goal is to show people he is out there and he will help you if you ask him.  He will cause he helped me.  Our god is the most amazing God he has already brought me closer to people I didn't know and people I haven't seen in years.  How fun and exciting is that, I cant wait to see what else he has in store for me... I'm ready dear Lord take my hand and lead me your way,  like the song says "Jesus take the wheel"  I'm ready ready ready to run....Off to bed with my dreams that I will share with you all tomorrow.  Remember that all you have to do is ASK... and you shall receive him.  why wouldn't you want to...