So it is Sunday, my favorite day of the week.  Weird that I say that cause it used to be Friday.  I thought I had big plans every week, but guess what those plans for me have changed and I am so thankful for that.  I lived in a fog of fake believe.  Now I live in this place full of Love and Peace.  Through this journey with God I have met some extraordinary people that I call family now.  People I would have smiled at before but not have done anything about it.  I now give them hugs and workout with them and go to church with them.  I truly care about them inside.  This has helped me heal inside and to become a better person.  We all need this.  I want to reach out and touch people who need my touch and I do this through our Lord.  I know what some people say and think about me and that's okay because they are not where I am and I hope that one day they too can experience the Love of our Lord.  I will pray for them and hope that they ask him in.  Believe me that's all it takes....Today is about worship, family and friends.  Cherish these moments because these are the ones that take our breath away, the memories that we and our kids and family remember.  Laugh with these people, share your thoughts, your dreams, your hopes and most important your LOVE.  I promise when you give Love it gives back.  I have had this fear of letting go for a long time now. I have loved but I held back with the fear of letting people in.  Guess what not afraid anymore because if I do get hurt then I know this pain will go away I have God on my side and sometimes we have to suffer a little pain to learn and this is okay.  I never thought I would say that but I believe God takes something bad and turns it into something really good.  So when you are feeling sad, lonely, and hopeless remember he is here trying to show you the path to great things, just follow him.  I will follow him with all my Love for he is my LOVE.... remember to thank him for all the blessings he continues to give us. I thank you Lord for your Great Love and all the blessings you have and continue to give me.  I am truly blessed by our Lord.. Amen