This morning I heard a quote "there are two important days in our life's, the first is the day you were born the second is the day you discover why".  That meant a lot to me and I tell you I am still figuring out why.  I was really moving fast with something and I needed to step back and review why I was moving fast and I think i figured it out.  I want to move into Gods direction and I know he will take me there, well I mean that he is taking me there and I am grateful for that every moment.  I learned a lot lately about people and how they can be and what do we do with those feelings.  I know that God doesn't want us to hurt but also know this is a learning process.  It is sometimes very painful but out of this pain comes greatness.  I know he is with me and will never give me more pain than I can handle.  its doesn't feel like that when the ones we love and trust the most are the ones that hurt us.  But remember one thing that one day they too will realize what they have done and learn just as we have.  Thank you GOD.  I cant ever picture my life without you and what you bring me.  You have brought me more joy and love then all the pain that I have gone through.  That is what I remember every time I feel hurt.  The Joy that comes after is so great.  I LOVE YOU GOD>>>>> follow him he brings greatness.