Sunday and Mothers day, couldn't ask for a better day.  went to church early and helped in the children's ministry then went and spent time with my girls and my parents.  It was a really good mothers day.  However still not feeling good at all.  Wish I could have stayed for second service but I had a lot to do today and still moving extremely slow.  So on my way to Portland I was talking to my daughter about something that has been bugging me and I figured it out.  Do we  want the things or people that just make us say "yeah I think I do" or do we really want it all.  I know that God has been leading me into that path the one that has it all the path that shows me the light and I kept going for the night light.  I was also tested this morning with something that really makes me angry and I could have really been worse then I was but I chose to walk away and just avoid the confrontation that was about to happen.  I have met so many new people in the last few days and very interesting people.  I am excited to get to know them better and maybe learn a lot from them also.  It is extremely important to me to share the word of God with them and for them to do the same.  That is why I am glad that these people are also on the same path as I am maybe even stronger.  I cant tell you how excited I am to really share and spend time with them.  God has just done some amazing things in my life and more and more everyday I get to share and meet some truly amazing people.  God bless all of you and have a wonderful God filled evening.