So today was a good day.  I am feeling a little better, went and worked out this morning not my usual workout as I couldn't, it hurt my stomach to much.  Not sure what kinda bug this is but man it doesn't like me. Had some strange dreams last night about trust issues and really made me think today.  what my dreams were about wasn't really what I was feeling rather what someone thinks I am feeling so that is the weird part.  You know the saying time heals, well time has come and I am moving forward so I tell you thank God for this because I see what he has planned it is great.  I have had some exciting things happen in the last couple of days and man I would have never imagined me... How great is that.  I will fill you in when I have more information but I am excited about it, just don't want to jinks it.... I am so glad I didn't settle.  Everything happens for a reason and Patience  is a virtue.  I will continue on my path with the Lord cause that is the only Path I see myself on and the people waiting on the sides of the path to help me through are just a huge bonus I get along the way. Thank you Lord for this blessing you keep giving me because you love me.  I love you.. Amen.