So yesterday was another big step toward walking forward with our Lord and man I did it.  I made it through yesterday with  the grace of God.  I have made huge changes in my life and can honestly say I am proud of myself.  I have never been good at that nor asking people for help.  God is showing me how to do both, and this is not a bad thing we all need a little help once in awhile. I am letting go of my past and starting a new future with God and this makes me feel free... Clean like I just took the longest shower of the world.  So I go into today with this in mind, I'm new and I'm for God.  Use me to do whatever it is that you would like me to do I am your employee of this world.  I want to keep my thoughts and actions in his way not the way of this world.  So I will try my hardest to be all that for him.  Yesterday I felt a little self pity but I laid down and prayed and he had me rest for a bit.  then he sent his angles to come get me, cheer me up and move on.  We all have days that we say how am I going to get through this and remember just kneel down and ask him and he will show you how you will get through this as he is showing me.  So I give him my worries and Trust that he will do this.  I believe with all my heart that he will provide the things that I need and the wisdom to show me what is important in my life.  Once again he gave me HOPE for another day of wonderful miracles through our GOD.  God bless all of you and have a day full of miracles.  Amen