This week has been crazy, Sorry for not writing and letting you all know what is going on. Tried to get caught up on things at home on Wednesday and Thursday cooked for an international exchange group from church and spent some time with a friend after.  Friday came up  to Portland to my parents and it was also my sons  birthday, Wow 23 he is catching up with me at 29 hahaha.  Today is Saturday and going to spend some time today with my parents then go home and get ready for the children's ministry Sunday as I serve in the morning class.  Excited for church I missed it it last week as I was in Newport at my nieces graduation.  God is working  hard in my  life teaching me Trust and Forgiveness and this for me is the hard ones.  I am learning how to give up some of this and I know that it doesn't come over night but with him by my side I can do this as I have done for many other things in such a short time.  I was talking about how I have done this with several people this week each and every time explained that I only achieved this because of God and God only.  He is everything I do, everything I think and everything I want. I know that if I think about what I want and how I want it and how I want to achieve it, if I remember Gods way and what he would  do then it will happen.  Just be patient and it comes.  I was talking to Lisa and we were remembering that when we started this journey what he told us and all of it is falling into place.  God doesn't lie and he never leaves us.  Some days definitely are harder then others but I couldn't make it with out his help. I thank you lord with all my heart.   Amen.