Yesterday was a very challenging day.  I learned a lot of about people and their ways and how to react to that in Gods way.  Even though people may think that they know you or what you are going through and don't.  Try not to let that get to you.  It is super hard as our heart gets hurt by hurtful things.  I also learned something myself, I thought I knew something about someone else and where that person was but I didn't.  That person showed me love and protection and that I was not expecting.  Some I got to see and experience a situation from inside and out, and how that made me feel.  So when you look at this what we need to remember doesn't matter how we feel or what they made us feel like ever situation deserves to be treated like God was handling it.  It can turn someones thinking around including your own.  I know it isn't easy this this kinda world but it is so important  to try and be the Godly person that  our LORD would want us to be.  Love each other and leave the judging to him.  Thank God for all this.  AMEN

Today I want to thank God for the things that he has given me the opportunity to move forward with. I struggle some days with the things that drag me down.  The pressure that I feel on my chest is letting this hold me back. I learned this yesterday and know I will let go of that.  I will ask God to take this from me and to help me let go and free myself from this pain and hurt that I hold on to.  I thought I was letting go but its here and I feel it.  I know I can do this as I have done much bigger.  I also know that God will be with me guiding me in the direction of him and helping with this next step.  So I will begin my day with all this and letting go of it to free my heart to what God has open for me.  I think sometimes we think that we are free but deep berried somewhere in there it comes out.  Through our thoughts or just how we protect ourselves from this.  God will protect us.  So I ask you Lord let me free myself of this pain and move forward today in your plan and stop looking for mine.  I want to live like you and with you always inside me.  Thank you for sending your son to take this from us so that we can be free to be with you.  This I am so grateful for and cant serve you enough to repay what you son paid for us.  I will try today and ever day I have here to be the servant that you son was.  I LOVE YOU so very much, you are the first thing in my life and everything else comes after you.  I know this sometimes is hard but I know that you will carry me through anything.  Amen.

This morning I heard a quote "there are two important days in our life's, the first is the day you were born the second is the day you discover why".  That meant a lot to me and I tell you I am still figuring out why.  I was really moving fast with something and I needed to step back and review why I was moving fast and I think i figured it out.  I want to move into Gods direction and I know he will take me there, well I mean that he is taking me there and I am grateful for that every moment.  I learned a lot lately about people and how they can be and what do we do with those feelings.  I know that God doesn't want us to hurt but also know this is a learning process.  It is sometimes very painful but out of this pain comes greatness.  I know he is with me and will never give me more pain than I can handle.  its doesn't feel like that when the ones we love and trust the most are the ones that hurt us.  But remember one thing that one day they too will realize what they have done and learn just as we have.  Thank you GOD.  I cant ever picture my life without you and what you bring me.  You have brought me more joy and love then all the pain that I have gone through.  That is what I remember every time I feel hurt.  The Joy that comes after is so great.  I LOVE YOU GOD>>>>> follow him he brings greatness.

It is Memorial day, I want to thank all the ones that have died and sacrificed for our freedom. What an honor to have all these people we don't even know fight for us.  Tell me that God didn't live in each of them, you know he did. Yesterday at church Mike Byes talked about his son Adam who served our country and died last year.  This is an amazing man, family.  He is speaking on behalf of his son today at first star I believe.  but what he asked us to do was to stop whatever we are doing at 11:00 am and pray and honor or fallen.  They all deserve this so if you are reading please take that time and do this.  when Adam died I just started my journey and I felt the Holy Spirit with his name and his family.  Then at church I felt it with his family and didn't realize that it was his family.  So he is a part of my life and I will honor him and all the others that have given me freedom.  Freedom to choose what and when I do things, just as God has given us freedom.  We all have the freedom to choose,  I choose to be a follower of Christ because this choice to me is the ONLY good choice.  He directs me to great people and blesses me by choosing him.  He shows me and guides me to a wonderful life of him and good.  Good people, Good family, Good church, Good friends GOOD LIFE.  what more could I ask for.  Thank you Lord.  I praise you so much and love you for loving me.  I give my whole self to you, to serve and honor you Lord for my days.  Amen

Today is Sunday my favorite day of the week now.  I want to serve you Lord in anyway that you may need me.  Please guide me that direction and let me know who it is that needs your guidance and who I can help with your words.  I had a great day yesterday, had coffee with an old and very dear friend.  I am so glad that I had a dream about him that led us up to meet.  Forgiveness is a wonderful thing, it shows how to be thankful for all the blessings that God gives us.  It gives us purpose for the reason that jesus died for us. without this we only have darkness Thank you my Lord.  I praise you for it and sing to the highest to praise you.  Which is a funny thing cause I cant sing but boy it seems as if I am made to sing when I think of him and sing it just comes flowing out.  In my mind it is beautiful, but I realize that not to everyone else does is sound so beautiful. Just as I was writing this the song "you are beautiful my sweet sweet song" started playing.  I am really singing now.  My day is started out wonderful and I and the Lord with me will make this even more wonderful.  I ask him to give me patience and understanding today.  I love you so so so very much My GOD.  Amen.

Good morning everyone. I hope that you all had a good night. I did I got to talk to someone special till late and that made me smile.  Anyway I want to talk about something that I struggled with for awhile.  I thought I wanted something so bad because it pretended to be so good.  I knew in my heart that it wasn't what it seemed.  God warned me several times why did I not listen.  Good question and it just about took my friendship away with someone very dear to me.  We were also warned about that.  I know that people are not always what they appear to be and I guess I just wanted to believe that someone that says they are christian and go to church and say they really believe are not of these ways but I was wrong.  I am not judging as I have my own sins that I battle with.  I just want to let people out there know that even though we think something is so good and right it isn't aways what it appears to be, as God says love all but be weary of their wicked ways.   So really I mean really listen to what God is trying to tell you and there is a reason we don't always get what we want.  Trust me I know this all to well, but I also know that there is something much better ahead.  I am glad I waited cause he has blessed me with this.  Knowing the TRUTH about this helped me heal. The TRUTH shall set you free.  This means so much more now.  God you are truly amazing and I am a very blessed girl so Thank you and I do praise you for all the blessing you continue to shine in my heart and I didn't ever think I could be this happy.  Thank you thank you thank you Lord our God for being beside me and guiding me.  I am GRATEFUL.  Amen

So today is about Sharing, sharing the love of the Lord and restoring Faith.  I have no problem sharing the Love of our Lord,  I enjoy talking about him to anyone who wants to listen and or share their experiences with me too.  I like to hear what they are going through and what I can learn from them.  There is always something new to learn, what a great thing.  God is blessing me beyond my wildest dreams.  My friend Cliff lost his father the other morning, so my heart is with him in this time of need.  I know that Michael is with you Lord and that he is out of pain and happy.  I am grateful for that, thank you. Please help ease the pain of a loss one for Cliff and let him know that there are people out there that really care. Amen and God bless